There is always this period of intense frustration. No matter what i do, say, i don feel energised or feel good about. I will be super irritable during this period as well.. ahaha, menstrual here? BINGO...
Its the few days before the arrival of period, that i will be super touchy. Bad mood, bad hair day, everything seems to be pretty off the mark. THAT INCLUDES MY RESULT, even though i am at the point of not being bothered. I cant really pinpoint if i am that affected by my result or not, i am just frustrated. I just wanna shout out loud! RAWR
And fark it, during this period i will become more emotional and irrational. Everything i said doesnt make sense (to my friends esp, and to myself).. Damn, if this kind of thing happen every month my 'aunt' come and visit me, very soon i will have to send myself to outer planet and let my lonely body rot there. (I guess this beats staying on Mother Earth and get crashed and died in a car accident, or accidentally fell off a tall building and smashed my pretty face on the ground). Eew, that's a pretty gruesome and ugly death.
Added to this kind of female problem (its the psychological stress that i cannot stand most, so guys, see how fortunate u are to be A GUY), i have never ending projects, and exams are coming. I can seeing my light at the end of the tunnel getting dimmer with each passing minutes. SHIT....
Can someone teach me a way to scream so i wont wake the dead up? (somehow, i thought of screaming into the pillow but there wont be any satisfaction if i nv hear my voice when i scream) Fark it, why am i so narcissistic?? everything just seems so wrong...
okie, it will right itself somehow... back to project again.. I wanna see rainbow again....
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