I am preparing for my interview now in the wee hours, trying to cramp information into my head and i am finding it extremely difficult to do so... its time to sleep....
A nagging thought eats at me and I have decided to pen it down.
A girl, name B, has a boyfriend, C. Today, C got into an accident. B is worried and guilty for not getting help for C. She was in shocked. I am sure everyone's reaction will be the same... I am not saint, I believe I will be guilty of the same thing if I am in the same situation. I am worried for B....
She called, and said many things... many of the happy memories that they both held.... C is still not out of critical danger.... Many things can happen. We are praying for her and C... I will pray super hard for her....and him.... and for them....
Many things are unpredictable. Miracles do happen, at least that's what i believe. No matter how far fetch an idea may seems, it will happen if u will it to happen. That's my belief and I am holding to it. I believe C is going to be fine. He will and he have to pull through, for B's sake. It is never too late to tell a person that u love him/her.
It kind of reflect my earlier thoughts of: 'must something happen before we actually learn?'
Why couldn't we see the truth when it is right infront of us? why couldnt we cherish while we still can? I am thinking of my family again..... but i promise myself not to fall again.. i will stand and stand strong... I am going to take into my stride whatever that is happening and learn to accept what has happen....
maybe i am too selfish.. too self centered to see what is happening around me... Well my family problem wasnt actually too much a big deal... Others have it tougher than me, they are still growing strong... Life was never an easy path, and i never would want to have it easy....
Those who are holding onto their lives, even while they are on the edge, i salute them. I hope C is a warrior, fighting for his life to get back to his princess, his love ones... back to those who are waiting for him... He is just too young....and most imptly, there is a person waiting for him.... I know he knows, and he will fight and fight and fight.....
sometimes, i doubt my gut instinct. Sometimes, i trust it as though my life depends on it..... I can only hope this time i am right......
It isn't going to be an easy battle... But it is the victory that comes from it that will be too sweet to resist....
continue fighting, the unknown warrior..........
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