just feel like bloggin instead of studyin... :)

haha, life is getting much like stagnant... No progress on my work over here.. haha n im receiving my examinable project tml.. guess this wk will be pretty hectic for mi, when everything is juz coming my way, without stopping!!! :(

but i guess i am a lucky chap.. haha.. my sis is coming!!! thurs!! ahaha.. awaiting to my in house maid's arrival.. wahahha....

i saw something shocking yesterday! my fren gt married!!! OMG!!! but i dint noe whether it is appropriate for me to go n congrat him.. hmm.. haha... but is a bit shocking though.. i am happy for both of them and hope they enjoy eternal bliss :) its hard to find someone u like n who likes u back already, much less to say to get married at this point in life...

watever the reason for the marriage, it still takes effort to make it work.. whether the love blooms from love at first sight, or there is courtship done, marriage is never an easy feat! Although it may seem crazy to get marry at this age, but the thing is, for our generation, everything seems to be pushed back.. for stability, for financial support... But is all this relevant?

in practicality, it matters, but what if both parties are willing to sacrifice and work hard to make this marriage works? nobody knows.. they will have to make their own decision... even as i am saying this, i am still dubious of my future.. haha.. its bleak in terms of relationship... but i am happy enough to just have my family n friends with me.. everything else, will be a bonus.. haha...

i guess wat i have really learn is not to have expectations but to enjoy the process ba.. no matter what, learning and understanding is much more important than the ultimate gain... i have been thinkin also, maybe i will be going into social work.. haha... helping people is a much more enriching experience... haha.. i dowan to end up workin like a machine, nonstop and earning tonnes of money.. that shall be in my consideration for some time.....

anyway, i am gg to panic soon... the textbks that i have asked my sis to send mi.. seems like ages to reach.. oh no!! im gg to exam soon.. n it have reach me.. die.. today is monday already... oh dear! shucks.. shld ask her to bring here instead.. safer... haiz..

at times, i think im too cynical already... hhaha, like to doubt a lot of things... probably a bit childish too? keke... hao de --> they will go under my new year resolution.....

i wish exams could be over soon... i losing some momentum n the motivation... need to keep on running...............................................

~i wish i could grow up faster~~