A walk by the Sogsvanne Lake...

Went by the lake today, just right after sch to take a refreshing walk...

Have you ever wonder what it is like to walk along the lake, feeling cold and warm at the same time? I totally love this feeling, guess the thing that i will miss the most at my hostel will be the lake. To jog without sweating and getting cold shivering hands is something i will nv be able to experience in Spore.

While walking, i did some reflections too. Like what i want with my life, and the things that have been happenin to me so far.. I still have this surreal feeling about Norway... Sometimes, i don feel real, 觉得不踏实... Don't know how this came over me, probably i still cant believe i am really living on my own now.. Wonder wat it will be like when i move out n live on my own next time... haha.. but at least i have learnt to become more independent... 经一事，长一智....

I cant really say i miss home, its a totally confusing state of mind i Have!!! haha.. I don miss home very much, not sayin i don miss the people back home, just that once here, i think is more of like gettg used to the feeling of having nobody around.. It certainly takes some discipline not to whine.. haha.. even when skyping with my mom... Its interesting how skyping with my mom can actually be so fun.. haha.. coz they ALWAYS ask the SAME QUESTION... lol.. but i seriously don mind, even if they ask a thousand times, i will still answer them...

Things i Have seen in the park:

There are really a lot of joggers! Some professionals, some recreational (like mi, haha). Some ran in pairs, some alone (still like mi.. haha), some ran with their dogs.. The professional ones ran in a group, and when they past me, there will be a *gust of wind blowing into my face.. Super shuang! hahaha....

For walkers, there are young couples walkin hand in hand, chit chatting, talking lovey-dovey-ly.. It is actually quite romantic to walk by the lake with the one that ur heart beats for... so SWEET!

Then there are the old couples... The old man walking in pace with his other half... Sometimes, not everyone can walk in pace with each other, it takes some effort, like how relationship is maintain.. There is no perfect relationship or effortless but fruitful relationship.. No matter how a perfect match they are, everything must be worked for.. Even happiness.. It doesnt come just lidat....It is rare enough to find the one guy willing to stick out through the relationship, it is even harder to find one that will accommodate and compromise.... Esp in this era.... This is what really makes me envy the old couple...

Makes me reflect on my mom n dad though.. haha.. the cute pair who is still not on talking terms... as individuals, they make great people.. But when they come tgt, sparks flew... haha.. i guess what i can hope for now is for them to stay tgt, even though there is no love to speak off... I dont think i will divorce just becoz of a loveless relationship... Doesnt the marriage vows mean anything? How could people divorce just like that? Then what is the point of getting married in the first place? Love shld be an intoxicating feeling ba, i guess.... Shall blog on this when i found the intoxicating feeling.. :)

I also saw friends chatting happily away... i miss the times when i talk crap with my frens.. ahha.. When i go back, i shall EAT TO MY FULL and DO EVERYTHING I DID IN SPORE AGAIN!... N i miss the feeling of sweating while joggin!!!! haha.. im a bit psycho la, but i did miss the sweats!! hahaha...

Sat by the lake for a while.. contemplating a lot of stuff.... Is it true that in Uni, in the same course, u couldnt find a true friendship? No competitions, no ulterior motives, but just plain friends who help each other and support each other?.. Spoken to Deb b4 on this topic and we reach the conclusion tat we r glad we still have our own friends even outside our course... Maybe i shld grow up, n stop relying on friends... HAIX.. but i don want! n i don think i can ever do that.. haha.. ok i admit i am childish!! haha.. but the feeling of being able to rely on friends is really good... be the one supporting your friends is even much better... to know we can both rely on each other to protect each other's back.. this is what friends are for! haha.. on this topic coz of what zibbie told me.. HY actually quit a game cuz TB kana ban by the Dota host.. lol... but then again, is this kind of little actions that will make friendship goes a long way.... to appreciate and to feel appreciated.... But once u have a ground for comparison, this is bad news!! coz u will start comparing ur frens and start to set standards for them.. If they nv reach that standard, they are not really a good fren... The more we expect them to behave the way we want them to, the more we will take them for granted isnt it?...

Seeing the dogs in the park, makes me a bit nostalgic.. Willy shld be behaving itself at home.. though it will pee anywhere n everywhere, but it is still quite adorable ba.. haha.. coz he is unique! The dogs over here are really intelligent! The owner actually played FETCH in the water with them! they will throw the stick into the lake in this kind of cold weather, and they will just run in and fetch it back... CLEVER!! *cheers for them..... but i still like my stupid dog.. haha.. the innocence and the cunning-ness... bet we cant find it in another dog.. hahaha....

Okie guys, i gotta do my work le.. have to start study le ba... T.T after slacking for so long.. need to get my engine started again!!! hahah.. HAVE FUN IN SPORE!!!

Felt blessed that my parents and sis have always been supportive.. :)))

Felt blessed that my friends, no matter what, will offer comfort n support.. :)))

Felt blessed that I am given the chance to see the world and what it can offer.... :)))

Embrace the sun everyday and be happy always.. the simpliest thing in this world is to smile and accept...

P.S there is a little young gal who smiled at me shyly when i was walking to the soccer field.. Her smile was filled with innocence, shyness, n i see acceptance in it.....