We went to Sogsvanne lake last night! It was around 11pm or 12am when we went. The weather is super cold, guess it was ard 10 plus degree? All i know was the wind was able to sort off past through my bubble jacket! And i could see the mist coming out of our mouth when we were talking! so fun! haha, i guess my favorite activity after coming to Oslo is to blow the mist whenever it turns cold. Rmb that somebody told me to stop doing it as it will cause me to lose my body heat rapidly. But it WAS FUN lookin at the mist coming out of my mouth.. (ok, I'm a bit shua gu) hhahaha....
The amount of stars in the sky is really an overwhelming sight! It will be something that i will never be able to see and admire in Singapore.
As we lied on the floor, all i saw was millions n millions of stars! Some was twinkling brightly, some was just faded... seeing the stars made me realise how fortunate i am to be able to see all this.. And i am under the same big sky as my family in Singapore! haha, there is really no limit in the sky. Just like how we should feel when we are chasing after our dream! Rmbering one convo with mas, I am here just because i am following through the motion of gg to Uni, taking my degree, n pursue what i want to do in my life. She asked me in return, what is it that i want to do. I paused. Suddenly, i felt a pang of shock. Wat i have been wanting to do, is really out of my grasp. Is the unattainable. Big dreams come with bigger disappointment. Maybe all i really need was self counselling therapy.. haha... No matter how i think about it, i suddenly felt that i have lost my aim, my purpose.. (dont worry i wont go and die, juz thinkin about issues that i have not thought of before). i have some short term goals, but once i achieve them, i will feel so lost. Going to have to start dreaming again...
Wonder since when have i stop dreaming, and gave up on big dreams.........
Human species are really weird isnt it?... Some have dreams, but are afraid to chase after it, some have bigger dreams, but have no resources to chase after it. Some have EVEN bigger dreams that they r juz building sandcastles in the air. Some are aimless, dreamless, direction-less. Reality is really a cruel joke, playing us and making us sacrifice our dreams........
Seeking the impossible, nothing is insurmountable.......
(I AM GOING TO CLIMB MY FIRST MOUNTAIN BEFORE I TURN 25) :)
In the sea of stars, suddenly, i saw one shooting star! it flew over a long distance! OMG, its beautiful! (sometimes, the more rapid the thing disappear from our lives, the more we will cherish and the more we will feel the importance of the particular thing). Why are we lidat?!?!?... And so, i quickly made a wish... As i laid on the floor, i felt slpy too.. But for the sake of seeing shooting stars, i pried open my eyes! n my effort paid off!!! I SAW ANOTHER ONE! even though the timing for the second shooting star is shorter, the short glimpse of it just make my nite! hahah...
瞬间的美丽是最短暂的幸福...
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