Moved house...

ok, not literally moved house, but its just that i have created another new blog. Not gg to do much updating here. But i will be back to see you ultradino once in while. You will be used to remind me of my past, not that i dowan to let go of my past, but more of a reflection, as a reminder of how i was like..

i think there is something wrong with me, my memory is getting worse, and i start to jumble up my memory.... so ultradino, you shall help me, whenever i faced memory failure, i will come back here and reboot my system.. maybe to defragment also, to maximise my memory storage space.. ahaha.. thankew you for listening to me...

01.01.11

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~ 2011 is here!

This coming year hold some significant to me. My sis is getting married and she will be moving out in June. I am not sure whether i am excited for her, or i guess i would feel more lost than excitement. I know i should be happy for her, but she has been like a surrogate mom to me when i was growing up. It feels like a piece of me been given away. BUT i know, she found the other piece in her life. And thats all it matters.

After talking to D&D, i realised that i should treasure my family more. Talk to them more. A family filled with warmth, makes you feel right at ease (even though i felt a bit socially awkward) but to clarify, i am always handicapped in any kind of social settings ... haiz...

so my new resolution for 2011?

talk/show more concern for my family. :)

mediocre little things...

next year is coming... i have been feeling half hearted lately...

too drained after exams? not likely... More likely is coz i am facing financial crisis... guess I might not be able to turn up for more activities already.. Going to cut down my going out, and start earning more money.. WORK WORK WORK!!!!!

some random thoughts pop into my mind:

- friends, not all you can keep. Those you keep, are those truer to urself...

- when you realise you cant click with some, do you let go, or stay? Whats the point in forcing it?

- friends, same like wine, the older the better. The more comfortable i am with them.. ahaha.. somethings you know just never change....

hello stranger

This is the part where they went to Nami island, Korea. I love the part where the guy actually mimic Bae Yongjun.. ahaha... super funny!!!!

Watched this movie, 'Hello Stranger' with my uni frens after the last paper. What was so great about this movie that had me blogging? It was damn hilarious!!! it was a laugh-throughout-the-movie kind.

The touching part, not much. But it was kind of pity, that the guy realized too late that it was this stranger that he had fell in love with at the later part of the movie.

strange fate, and come to the realistic part, how many people will actually meet while travelling abroad? Doing crazy things together and come to like each other..... I think the male lead gave a very good answer towards the end: 'How do i know this feeling will last, and not because dependence formed as we are travelling? Because I still miss her."

ok not exact words, but something with similar meaning to this. During travelling, people formed false sense of reliance that they may mistake for love. It is only until you are back to your own country, when you are back to your comfort zone, and you are still missing that someone, then there, that's it.

overall rating for this movie? 4 out of 5 stars... i like the hilarious part... haven laugh in that manner for i-also-dunno-how-long... :)

merry christmas... may everyone eventually find the place they belong to~

Guys, its time you count your blessing...

Ok, GUYS/MALES/MRs, please look at this post carefully and appreciate the others who are sexually different in nature from you. Count yourself lucky to be a guy!

Disclaimer: I do not mean any gender discrimination or otherwise. And the opinions expressed here do not represent the opinion of the female species in general. It is my stand alone (gettg narcissistic again)

I guess the following can pretty much summarize why being female is not really a blessing in disguise (though most of the time, female always think that they are lucky to escape NS).. HI, HELLO EVERYONE out dere! Being able to be NON-APPLICABLE under the national service category is not something to be proud of, and definitely not enough to override all the negative sides of being a lady, female, girl, auntie, granny... RAWR....

Point 1: Period really sux... (If it comes with cramp, all hell break loose...)

Point 2: High threshold for pain since we are the one who is going to get pregnant. (This is not really good rite, since it meant we will experience higher level of pain.. WHY DO I WANT TO EXPERIENCE SUCH PAIN??!!! (psychotic...)

Point 3: We are supposed to be the nurturing role.. (how can i do that when every thing i try to grow, dies in my hand... *roll eyes)

Point 4: Work place equality. (Now, lets face it. A few industrial success of female being at the top level doesnt equate to gender equality. Most of us are still stuck at administrative work...WHat? are we supposed to support the males for the rest of life? isnt it enuff that we have to support the ones we have in our homes??)

Point 5: Girls have to stay pretty. (I guess this attributes WHOLLY to the males species' fault. They can be fat, balding, ugly fugly, narcissistic, MCP, but we still love them... On the other hand, once we get fat, ugly, bald, they wont wait another second to get rid of us.. boohoo)

Point 6: Guys can have all the fun and girls get all the punishment. (see, this is what one-nite stand means.. Girls are always the lu gi one... damn)

Point 7: The naughtier a guy gets, the more the girl will like/love him. (once a girl gets naughtier, she is consider slut, an easy lay, etc etc...) and at the end of the day, the girl still suffer the consequence.

Point 8, 9, 10.. I cant thought of any right now.. since i am experiencing point 1 (including what is inside the bracket), so fml... I feel so much like a devil.. but whatever...

to conclude, Guys pls appreciate the females beside, around, on top, below of you... Everything you do to them has an impact on them. The pain ur experience is nothing as compared to the menstrual cramp we have to endure every month of our life! freaking hell...

(12times per yr) X (ur current age-ur puberty age) = the number of cramps you have been thru....

fook, thats 120 times for me... i wonder why hasnt my uterus loses its control/contraction--> i think the most muscular part of my body is my uterus... RAWR....

feels good to be bitchy sometimes.... :) (tats the plus point of being a girl ^.^ )

i just wanna scream, shout, tear my hair out!!!!

There is always this period of intense frustration. No matter what i do, say, i don feel energised or feel good about. I will be super irritable during this period as well.. ahaha, menstrual here? BINGO...

Its the few days before the arrival of period, that i will be super touchy. Bad mood, bad hair day, everything seems to be pretty off the mark. THAT INCLUDES MY RESULT, even though i am at the point of not being bothered. I cant really pinpoint if i am that affected by my result or not, i am just frustrated. I just wanna shout out loud! RAWR

And fark it, during this period i will become more emotional and irrational. Everything i said doesnt make sense (to my friends esp, and to myself).. Damn, if this kind of thing happen every month my 'aunt' come and visit me, very soon i will have to send myself to outer planet and let my lonely body rot there. (I guess this beats staying on Mother Earth and get crashed and died in a car accident, or accidentally fell off a tall building and smashed my pretty face on the ground). Eew, that's a pretty gruesome and ugly death.

Added to this kind of female problem (its the psychological stress that i cannot stand most, so guys, see how fortunate u are to be A GUY), i have never ending projects, and exams are coming. I can seeing my light at the end of the tunnel getting dimmer with each passing minutes. SHIT....

Can someone teach me a way to scream so i wont wake the dead up? (somehow, i thought of screaming into the pillow but there wont be any satisfaction if i nv hear my voice when i scream) Fark it, why am i so narcissistic?? everything just seems so wrong...

okie, it will right itself somehow... back to project again.. I wanna see rainbow again....

A Sunday @ expo

Yay, met up with D n D (aka, deb and diana) for an eventful animal roadshow @ expo the last sunday!

It all started at 10am! Initally, the law of inertia was quite huge because generally sunday will mean sleeping in late. But I think is was ok to wake up early once in a long long while.. haha and true to nana's word: it will turn out alright.. actually more than alright because we saw a lot of doggies!!!!

to quote nana: ' i want a toy poodle.' To which, my reply was:'I give you my Willy.'

Obviously, i was rejected by Nana... hahahaha..

and deb was quite cool, she just replied:'go and buy lor.' hahaha...

(I am not sure why this convo stuck in my mind, probably coz the toy poodle was super cute. It was the hyperactive kind, but what attracted me most was his tail! Imagine a furry ball waggle infront of you with super high frequency!)

After the volunteer work, (which most of us look forward to ending :p), we sat down and munch on our burgers. AND AND... surprisingly, we were so tired after whole day standing, but THERE WERE STILL SO MUCH UNSPENT ENERGY LEFT IN US when we went to the ROBINSON SALES.. ahahahaha..... this means shoppingsSSsss!!!

To which, Deb bagged a pair of shoes that we psycho her to buy! nay, this is not peer pressure.. i shld clarify! DEFINITELY NOT PEER PRESSURE.. ahaha.. (just like the way i bought the shirt :p) I think the biggest winner of the day should be nana! the bio-essence thing costs less than 10 bucks per item! waoohooo.. u cant expect to find such a price for bio-essence stuff outside...

*fun!