a raining Thurday night... feeling a bit cold, yet warm at the same time...

4.56am Singapore time.
10.57pm Oslo Time.

Today seems like forever. Lecture time seems far away since i woke up at 7.30am oslo time. Ever since the day i reach Oslo, i have been waking before the alarm timing. Probably because these few days, there are few unresolved issues.

My friends who sort of cold shouldered a girl.

She has faults. I must admit we all have faults and if this is the case why cant we forgive her? I was still angry with her yesterday. because she dint approach me, i felt taken for granted.. And i must repent now, for all the things i said abt her.. A moment of anger may lead to a lifetime folly...
Recklessness doesnt solve anything does it?

And there, there is another friend who is at her max. I wont say she is hard hearted but juz tat she has her own principles and thinking. Nobody can force anyone to think otherwise.... But shouldnt we all take a step back, reconsider, view things from the view point of others....

Learn and accept, Learn and adapt, Learn and agree...

Sometimes, through the mistakes made by others, our own flaws sort of amplified. We see what we were blind to in the past, lookin and reflecting our own action, justified ppl's reaction, give ourselves a reason to believe again.

Trust is a very sensitive issue. Can it be repaired once breached? some may give an affirmed no, some may depend on case to case...
I have always believe that trust have to be earned. Once that person earned your trust, there is no way he or she could breach. If not, how can that person in the first place earn that trust?

This trip is indeed rewarding. Looking at the ways people interact and seeing the characteristics displayed, you will wonder how isit that something that could escaped other ppl's eyes and you could see it crystal clear...

Pride... does not worth much when it comes to repairing a friendship.. i have learned to swallow pride to earn back my friendship.. And even more so now, that pride should not be the one ruin the friendship..
Pride is just a shield that we escaped to it hind to hide from the emotions that we are feeling. Barring emotions to other ppl is something tat we all need courage to do.. But stopping ourselves from feeling anything is worse than hiding behind our pride.. Is it cowardice? No, i don think so. It is just a way we protect ourselves from getting hurt..

But to stop feeling anything, this is a bit cruel.. without listening to what the other have to say... Everyone is granted a 2nd chance to change, always. Any judgement without hearings is just unfair to both the plaintiff and the defendant.. So why cant we all listen?

Friendship is juz like a maze.. you dunno who you will see at the corners or even along the way... Some ppl just wanna search for the right friends and they keep lookin for the way out, missing out the sceneries and the true friends whom they may made along the way....
Some, even searching for a long time, nv find someone whom they can keep as friend... to me, friendship is a maze, and it is amazing to have good and true friends who really stick by, in the hard and tough times and the sweet parts of our lives....


reflecting on the past, what have i lost, what have i found, i have no regrets or watsoever. I am happy with whom i have found and i will keep what i have found....

Finally, im updatin again.. haha... its currently 10 55pm over at my side... Im so slpy!!! went to the lake to jog yesterday. It is super cooling and refreshing to run by the lake at that cooling temperature!!

i will definitely go there and jog whenever im troubled! the terrain is super different from that in Singapore. There are steep upslopes and downslopes so that it really taxes the muscles..

这些日子里的不愉快都可以抛到九霄云外... actually everything in life happens for a purpose. Even though we can make decisions, but ultimately, the results of what is going to happen may not lies in our hand. I guess it is best to just take a back seat, enjoy what life have instore for us, instead of pondering over the 'ifs' ..

my orientation is starting tml!! im so surprised there are a lot of clubbing activities instore for us!!! eeeeuuuwww... i most prob, 100% confirm that i will be skippin some parts of the orientation!!! hehe.. :))) *sinister luff... hahaha...

im gg to just stay in my room and watch boys over flower.. Even though i have watched Meteor garden for dunno how many times, i will still feel the pangs of emotions.. haha.. i guess that is what it is like to fantasize and to put yourself in their shoes to feel what they are going through. Then u will appreciate their story plot..

im lookin forward to my next joggin session with ah mas... haha.. hopefully, the weather will clear and let mi continue with my jog!!! :))) Im gg to slp soon, but i still have my clothes to wash.. looks like tonite is gg to be a longggg niteee....


good nite everyone!!!
















no matter how different we are, so long as we are standing at the same position, lookin at the same sky, we will be together... 'boys over flower'

My new room in Oslo!!!

haha, the first photo is scenery outside my room!!! so nice rite.. i think i wont move my table.. hehe... i like it!!!! wahahah...

the next one is the table beside my bed.. i am still thinkin wat i shld put on it.. haha.. but right now, my luggage is still on it.. lazy to pack yet... keke..

follow by my messy bed!!! wee... nice rite.. i like the red cushion.. bought it at ikea..maybe will bring home if my luggage allows..

Afterwhich is my rack... gg to put books and food dere.. haha.. now it is currently standing empty.. coz i haven buy food yet.. wahahaha... will be full of junk food soon... :x

Then there is the luggages that i haven unpack.. is still on the floor.. but i packed some already so its not tat bad as it looks!!!

LASTLY! my TABLE!!!!!! so messy rite! haha.. i was searchin thru my files for the important document ma.. so it kinda messy... but it will revive its neat look beri soon!!!!!.... but i like the way my table seems.. it seems so professional lidat.. woohooo...

okie guys.. shall update till here.. gg to slp soon.. its one plus am now over at my side.. and spore time is 7.44am... time to wake up le guys!!! off to work... weee....

My new room in Oslo!!!

Finally.. the start of my travel log...

Im finally updating my blog again guys!!! haha.. excited?!!! ehehe... it has been sooo long since i have full internet connection!!! i will make good use of my internet over here!! hahah... I have finally reach Oslo, went to the make my student cards and settle stuff etc.. a lot of admin thingy... n well the price is ex also! Most of the things were like four times the price in spore.. so people, u guys are REAL fortunate to enjoy the good food in spore! anyway, i will start my travel log all over again, so don find mi a nuisance ok! haha.. i shall post my 18 day story everyday...

Day 1 London on 15 July 09

Right now, im in Trafugar Square. Resting outside the national museum. My back is seriously aching from the heavy bag tat im bringing for the tour! with my laptop n other stuff..

There is a lot of different kind of people here! Really a lot.. some are kind to us, but mostly i think Asians do face discrimination over here. Maybe its their culture, to put the blacks beneath them, follow by the Asians. Some were rude to us, some were really polite n kind. Im somewhat surprised, by how they view and treat people. They treat their own kind nicely, but they threw stuff at us.. hmm.. i wonder what's gg on their mind when they do this to us.. Are we really tat beneath them? i dont think so. The arrogance... ahah.. the underlying ignorance is wat i really saw instead. They are people with good EQ, but calculation wise, they are still not on par with us.. hahah..

Im waiting for admission into the national museum now, coz with our big bags, we are not allowed to enter. SO, we decided to take turns! haha.. must go against the system! muahaha..

We are super attitude beings.. lol...

So tired now... Spore time is already 8.41pm while its only 1.38pm in London time... OMG... I cant believe the time difference is actually 7 hours... And i have to go airport to sleep later! wao.. im so lookin forward to it! lol... I ate a sandwich juz now which cost 1.50 pound!!! which is like 3.75 in sing dollars! so expensive sia.. i eat le will be super full de lor! haha... the weather in london is good.. at times cooling so wont really sweat much...

Our first tube trip! guess how much...

its a freakin exobitant sum of 3.80 pounds! which is like 8 plus sing dollar!!! haha.. in Spore i can take MRT around spore for 3-4 times le lor! haha..

i saw the familiar images of Mac and pizzahut, but i don really interested to look at the price.. will be super ex ba... i scare i heart attack.. haha...

Was reading the notebook that evan and xuening passed mi.. so hilarious... hhaha... im gg to re-read all the cards again.. I am super touched when i read them on the plane.. hahha... im not afraid to admit i did cry some when im on plane again.. haha.. its because while reading, there are a lot of images that came to my mind.. im sorri to some frens whom i dint really spend a lot of time with.. but i have ur photos!!! haha.. im so sotong even up till the last min before i flew.. sorri to trouble some of u!!! haha.. giving ur scare now and then again!!

but im ok now!! haha.. i have tide over all the problems!! hehe... actualli all this while, the resident permit has been with mi.. the original copy as well as the photocopied version.. im so sorry!!!! hahaha...... thinking back.. this is so hilarious!! hehehe...

okie, im gg to post my family pic oso... haha.. miss my mom, dad , sis, bro n my Willy...

shall update again tml... thanks everyone!!!! will upload photos onto facebook too... :)))

~sunshine is smthg i miss~ all the good things in life only happen once