my internship starts today! shall make this post a more significant one since i wrote it on the day i start my internship!
Well, actually it was kind of embarrassing. My work starts at 8.30am everyday, so i purposely went out earlier by 2 hrs! And so, i got there around 8am. Due to the lack of sleep and my short term memory, i actually alighted one stop after the actual bus stop, so i walked all the way back, on my killer heels. I swore to myself that the next time i wear tat shoes again, it will have to be over my dead body. haha.. Why should women torture themselves like that? Packaged ourself, wear nice dress, make up, to make ourselves feel good? Actually packaging ourselves may stem from a sense of insecurity, to want to get more recognition/agreement from others? But whatever, haha, nobody is going to be able to bribe me into wearing that high heels again!
lack of sleep made me a super unapproachable person. And i had a super lack of sleep due to some secret projects that i had/still on going (guess this means only me who knows what this means! :) ).
Ok, back to the topic. After arriving at the office, the HR manager, Ms Tan Jon Kuan, conducted an induction program for us. haha.. At first i was kind of happy/elated when Ms Tan informed me that there will be other new comers to the company too. (at least im not alone) .. To my dismay/disappointment/sad-to-the-max, the newcomers were all superintendent. Damn it! I thought i could make new frens! *sob.... All of them, as you can guess, they are all Indians. >.<>
I guess the best is still at the back. After the induction, Ms Tan brought us around the company, introducing us to this and that and THERE ARE A LOT OF THEM! Oh my, i dint realise how big the company is until that particular moment! I guess today was, out of my whole life, the most number of handshakes i have received! Gosh! At some moments, i wished i could just sink into the ground and disappear for good! haha.. but well, it's another kind of experience. Anyway, for the rest of the day, my supervisor cum superintendent was away, so i faced the lappy for the WHOLE OF TODAY, looking at the documents that they have prepared in the past.. ZZZZ... i really have to try to look busy, but well.... HECK! Nobody talked to me, and i dint talk to anyone.. haha.. YET... hopefully it will go well tml or the day after, or the day after the next after the next.... ROAR!!!! YES i KNOW IT WILL BE...
I am so tired now i think i am just muttering to myself. That i haven exactly typed all these things in my blog.. I am gg to post this one without any editing or whatever.. haha. so pardon my language.. anyway, my language has been bad.. so .... hahahahaha...
gg to slp now, with many tots on my mind.. not emo thoughts, but just some random random thoughts.... :)